about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Thursday, July 26, 2007
Time.
[ 5:08 pm ] It’s been a long while since I’ve actually sat down and … write :P I bought a new PDA Phone 2 weeks ago … the reason? I needed to organise my daily life a little. Why not a regular organiser you say? A geek like me deserves a geeky pda phone, ‘nuff said. Check out the HTC Touch if you’re into gadgets. So far the little thing has been really wonderful; it’s been occupying my time instead of having my mind roaming around nonsense. I realised that I’ve been really forgetful … or starting to be forgetful. Short term and long term memories are a mess right now. I can’t remember what I did last night, what I ate for breakfast yesterday, where I placed my keys, where I’m suppose to be driving to, the shortest route, double scoop of sugar when I’ve already put in some … just to name a few. I’m worried. I used to be really proud of my memory … and now? I can’t remember for the life of me. What is happening? Age catching up? Nonsense. I don’t believe that. What’s worse is … names escape my mind sometimes. People I know .. sometimes I cannot recall their name … hahaha … how awkward. Been going to the gym since January this year … and it’s July now? I don’t see much results … haha. Waste of money. I hate going to the men’s locker … it can be rather … gross. You see fat guys in their underwear chatting, and sometimes if you’re like really UNLUCKY, you see fat guys without their underwear … chatting. Now, for the life of me, why would I want to go through that torture? I know it’s a men’s locker, but there has to be some level of decency. You’d think you’ll find really chun girls working in gyms, right? Right? Right? Eh … disappointed lah. I dunno where they are … hahaha. Instead I find a lot of aunties. Maybe it’s the time I’m there … oh well. Work has been quite rewarding. Kinda happy to be involved with a commercial project. Apart from that, travelling back from work is really stressful. Typically on good days, it usually takes around 40minutes to get home … but once it starts raining … 2 hours plus. That’s a lot of time wasted on the road. That’s too much time spent thinking about nonsense on the road. That’s too much time wasted wondering about your life. That’s too much time wasted cursing at the car in front of you. That’s too much time wasted wondering if some idiot was in an accident. That’s too much time wasted listening to J.Lo rambling on radio. I now know why some people turn up half dead at church. I was, yesterday. I used to not have the urgency to be at church during the weekdays after work for any events or whatsoever when I was with AYA … and this is really out of honesty. Nowadays, I actually worry about being late and things that I’ll be missing for the first 30 minutes. It feels good to be in God’s house. It’s starting to be comforting after a really long day at work … however there are days where you’re just ‘out’. For those days, I just want to pack my bag and go home. Those that never feel that way, tipulah you all. Who are you kidding? I’ve been getting weird dreams these few nights, some gives a long lasting impression while some are just utter nonsense. Really … nonsense. They don’t make any sense … and I’m not inclined to share them here :) Maybe it’s just a sign that I have too many things in my head … so the little brain goes to work at night piecing the random thoughts together making random ‘movie’. Yeah, maybe hahaha. I’m starting to miss a lot of people. Most aren’t around anymore, I wonder if I’ll see them anytime soon … 0 comments Archives nothing |
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