about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Saturday, June 16, 2007
I'm alone.
[ 2:06 pm ] I’m starting work this Monday, not very excited nor am I anxious about it, just kinda feels normal. If Su Chee hears this, she’ll probably say, “Phelgmatic-nya”. Maybe :) I’m alone at home, I find myself having nothing much to do … eh, wait, I have some freelance project that needs to be completed and started, but I just haven’t found the urge to do it yet. Lepak a bit lah. I need a clear head to start, not one that is a little jumbled up now, ok, maybe it’s not so jumbled up. You know, some things are just what it is, in front of us, there’s no other meaning or motives to it, it’s plain as day. Our little actions speak so much louder than what our heart tells us. I’m talking about denial. It’s such a weird feeling to be in, don’t you agree? I think I need some guidance; I need to speak to Ps. Kenneth one of these days, since he wanted to catch up the other day. He’s so busy, I wonder if he has the time for me. Su Chee made chicken pasta salad last Monday, it was quite a good attempt (attempt ‘coz I don’t think she’s done this before), and I was pleasantly surprised with how it turned out. Good work, I hope she’s encouraged to try making different things. I know she made this really nice dip last time … don’t think we’ll be seeing that anytime soon :\ Sunil joked, “A woman was born today”, so true. I just hope that she doesn’t stop there, there’s so much more that she’s capable of. Anyways, I really hope to end this year really soon, I want to achieve something, something that God is proud of … umm … don’t even know if He’s been proud of the things that I’ve done. Pastor said, if you walk in your calling, the anointing will follow … so far no problems, I guess things are ok then. The other day Rachel and Su Chee suggested that we plan a trip to Genting after AYA Awards. Genting eh, kinda boring to … I was expecting an island trip … but anywhere will do lah, ‘coz I know it will be fun if I go with people that I’m comfortable with. Well, the KK trip last 2 years ago was fun :) I hope we’re not planning too far ahead, there 5 more months anyways, things do change a lot in 5 months …. Just like how 3 months ago was … argh. I heard Perhentian is fun, never been there before … or maybe go Langkawi ‘coz it’s duty free and we could rent really cool cars … but like I said, anywhere doesn’t really matter to me anymore, it’s the company that matters now. I think this is the time where you really build memories. Speaking of which, I was thinking in the future when I have kids, what’s the best thing I could give them? An education? Money? Love? Protection? All these are important as a whole, but I want to really invest my time in them … play with them, study with them, and not let work get between my children and I … and maybe their generations down the line will do the same. I will break the curse. 0 comments Archives nothing |
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