about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Thursday, May 29, 2003
Umm Hmmm
[ 7:02 pm ] Sigh ... I miss bumming around ... doing absolutely nothing at all ... begining to get bored with my current job. I probably had this thought countless of times ... but I feel this company really got potential to grow, well, guess I really gotta wait till we complete the software we are working on. According to boss, there are quite a few high profile buyers waiting for the software to complete :) Once this thing gets off the ground, we'll be making lotsa moneh ! :D Read quite an amusing advertisement on The Star today by MAS (see below) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You confess your love to a colleague. She considers you the brother she never had. Your girlfriend introduces you to her mother. You find out she's a long lost aunt. You are 42 and your parents call you 'Bubu'. In front of your friends. You meet an old rugby buddy for dinner. He talks about his car, his job, his feelings for you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hehe ... the irony of it all. I bet these things actually DO happen? Man ... it sure sucks to be in any one of those situations ... I'll cry my hearts out if I ever found out the girl I loved turned out to be a long lost cousin! ouch ... Life's really full of irony, don't you think? I guess that's what makes it interesting in the first place. Finding Nemo is showing this weekend ... anyone wanna watch ? o_O; I wanna watch! Time to find someone to drag along .... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! I was having a good time playing RO yesterday, the lag wasn't that bad yesterday, was able to go on a proper hunt with Mere and Maki, hehe. Jin joined us later on in Glast Heilm. Can't wait till they implement the Comodo update ... muahaha ... anyways, yeah, I had a good time. Haven't been playing for some time now ... I guess, Maki and Mere are probably the reason why I still play RO :) Ziqa you b00b ... start playing already! You quit every 2 days???? BOOOOO ! The force is not strong in you! Bah ... getting a little hungry now ... I probably should go foraging for food later :D 0 comments Wednesday, May 28, 2003
*pulls hair out*
[ 12:48 pm ] Kinda stressful at the moment .... About the new trainee that join us, she absolutely know nothing ... zilch. My goodness ... what has she been doing in Uni for 2 friggin years? Doesn't know HTML, Javascript, ASP, PHP, Basic Database design, VB, basic client/server concepts .... instead she gives me a sheepish schoolgirl laugh. NOOOOOOOO *pulls hair out* She'll be with us till October ... sigh. Can't assign her any work at the moment 'coz she just don't know anything !!! Arrrgghhhhh ...... I'll let Weng handle her for a moment now -_-" I received my credit card bill statement yesterday ... wow ... didn't know I actually spent that much ... hmm ... interesting. Oh well ... you pay what you spend. Gonna start controlling my spending from now on ... *grumble* I had this little thought will driving to work today ... why are there people jumping in and out of love so fast ? OMG ... how do these people do it? What happened to the "getting-to-know-you-better-before-I-do-something-stupid-that-I-will-regret-for-the-rest-of-my-life" stage? Isn't it better to know someone better first before jumping into a relationship? Although you may make your interest known, but that doesn't mean you'll end up with that person, right? Who knows, after knowing someone for a little longer you'll start to realise that things aren't just gonna happen, whether you like it or not. Compatability is always an issue ... anyone who says opposite attract will taste my shoe. Been there, done that ... you just don't have anything in common to keep your relationship interesting. I want to meet a girl who's almost like me, well at least with the same thoughts and feelings, but different interests, drive and passion. Erm ... yeah ... about people who are jumping in and out of relationships ... I figured they are probably ever searching for that 'perfect' someone ... wake up people! There is no 'perfect' someone !! No one is 'perfect' .... until you fall in love with them that is .... Haha ... Gai told me love is nothing more than a chemical reaction, I think someone else told me the same thing too ... come to think of it ... its all true. I guess it's really up to how someone interprets this thing call 'love'. I'll just like to think of it as something simple ... but of course I can't tell you that. What happened to the simplicity of the human mind? Don't you think that if you tackle a complicated problem as being simple, it will turn out to be simple in the end? I'd like to think so ... or begining to think this way. 0 comments Tuesday, May 27, 2003
Was IT THAT long ?
[ 10:09 am ] Harlow everybardeeeee .... Gaaaa ... I didn't write anything for 4 days, lol. Getting a little lazy now ... dunno why. I guess the mood is just not there. I'll probably start writting when I have something to write about :) Went dinner with Kanmani, Angel, LG and Worm yesterday at Ipoh Chicken Rice Shop. Haven't stepped in there for 2 years now, haha. LG and Angel was a little late, so we had to wait for them -_- Kanmani was getting a little hungry and fidgety (that's how you spell it??) Interesting. Anyways, dinner was okei ... Kanmani wanted dessert so we headed to Svenson's at Subang Parade. Quite frankly, the ice-cream there is crap ;) Baskin Robin's anyday man. Gai is back from NYC already, still kinda waiting for her photos, hehe. Angel's asking me to teach her flash, lol. Actually yeah ... about time she redesign her site ... hardcore design woman!!! I'll drop by anytime this week to help out lah ... kinda busy these few days, hehehe. Alrighty ... back to work I go! 0 comments Friday, May 23, 2003
I'm melting ... melting .... aaieeee
[ 3:06 pm ] Some people just can't chew with their mouth shut ... so rude. Do you have any idea how farking irritating the sound makes??? Especially when you're chewing gum??? *Hmmpph* AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH ..... I've been doing the software that LG requested ... kinda stumped at the moment, lol. I feel so dumb already ... oh well, when there's a will there's a way. Called up Country Heights just now to check on the payment for the presentation we did for them ... just how long will it take to get a cheque out? You don't need a month, do you? And I've been bugging them almost everyday ... hahaha ... this is where I get real annoying. Haven't been playing RO that much these few day ... thought of spending a little more time on it before the whole guild complains ... gotta organise a guild hunt, I guess. Sigh ... too many bots are spoiling the game now ... I mean, how pathetic can you get? Bah ... I really don't have much to talk about now ... weather has been real bad these few days ... no rain!! So farking dry and hot .... sigh ... I'll probably evaporate before I could melt ! Ugh ... 0 comments Thursday, May 22, 2003
I will LOVE you FOREVER ?
[ 3:09 pm ] ~Thought of the day~ What nonsense .... anyone who promises their partners this are plain liars ... very bad ones too. I will TRY to love you forever ... at least that is a little more realistic, lol. Yeah, guys who tell their girlfriends about loving them forever are just saying it for the sake of sweet talking ... sigh :| --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Went to Chill yesterday for Swett Man's 'little' birthday gathering :) Met some really old friends there ... kinda feels good to meet these ppl again. Some people never change, while others took a 180 degree turn. Jason didn't turn up ... another FFK fella ... :D I think Swett Man had too much to drink ... poor girl ... anyways, its only once a year you drink, hahaha. Leng Shin is inviting me to Beach Club this Friday ... still contemplating to go, or not to ... kinda burned out at the moment ... bought them drinks yesterday too. Oh well ... haven't been getting any sleep these few days ... can't sleep ... I kinda get cranky easily now ... so don't piss me off people -_-" LG kinda asked for a favour in developing a software ... I'm sorta like 15% done ... maybe 20%, lol. I haven't been programming for about 2 months now ... took me a while to get my 'form' back, heh. Anyways, kinda trying to figure out which decompression function to use ... I need to get a free working zip decompression control/library too. Oh well ... I'll come up with something. I'm still trying to finish up the Training Manual for the new batch of trainees coming in next Monday ... wonder how will this batch fare compared to the previous ? I can only wonder. Oh yeah, Gai's gonna be going to NYC this weekend, yipee. Snap those photos gurrrl! Gaaah ... I'm getting a little moody now .... bah ... laters. 0 comments Wednesday, May 21, 2003
What type are you ??
[ 3:36 pm ] Was bored at work, so I did a little test on emode .... http://www.emode.com/emode/tests/type_you_are_switch.jsp I'm not surprised by the results though ... -__- You're an Artiste Creative. Sensitive. A bit offbeat. You're an Artiste, a uniquely creative guy who can express himself in many ways — whether it's through words, music, or attire. Individuality is your key to happiness, so everything you do is a reflection of your true "inner self." Women really dig your unconventional ways and remarkable talents. They just love how you challenge society's norms, and they fall head over heels for your confidence and individual style. Whether you're playing a song you wrote for her or writing a love letter, you know how to make a gal feel special. You're perceptive, thoughtful, and secure enough to see there's no need to assert your masculinity just to feel manly. If we were to paint a picture of your future, it would definitely be a masterpiece. LOL .. here's another test from emode; Who were you in High School ? http://www.emode.com/tests/highschool/ Here's my result :D Rayson, you were a Brooding Artist Laughing in homeroom, crying in third period, brooding at lunchtime. It's nothing serious — just part of the act for a brooding artist like yourself. Whether it's acting, painting, writing, or interpretive dance, your channels of expression might have made you a little "different" in high school. But today it's these differences that separate your talent from all those wannabe "creatives" out there. Oh well ... Life is GOOD :D 0 comments
^__^
[ 11:10 am ] Omg ... I better stop yawning ... *yawn* o_O I should have slept early yesterday, but there were other pressing matters to handle, LOL. Anyways, I'm noticing a pattern here ... I haven't been blogging consistently ... oh well. I do have a lot of thoughts to write about though, just can't find the time to go about it. It just seem to me a lot of people around me are having problems? What is wrong with you people, lol ... I find that rather amusing ... but not to say I don't have problems of my own. However it DOES get a little irritating at times when it's the focus of a singular 'problem'. People tend to focus on the wrong aspects of it .... they tend to analyse and dwell on the wrong things, if you do, how do you ever expect to solve it? Some people tend to be irrational when stumped by a problem they can't seem to handle ? Being irrational won't help a bit, it only make things worse for you. Instead, I feel problems should be broken down into little manageable pieces ... solve one piece at a time. It's like Maths (I hate maths, lol), break it down!! If you can't solve the smaller pieces, break it down again! By the time you are done, you'd probably realise ... "Hey! What's the problem again ???" Human are such amusing creatures, matters of the hearts are simple when you THINK they are simple. At least in my opinion ... things are always simple when you believe they are, it's better that way. If 'No' is the answer, take it, swallow it and move on. There's always another day to look forward to. If she's not the one, then she's not the one ... there's ALWAYS another person ... it all depends on how you choose to believe. It's all in the mind, my friends. It takes a few rejection to really help you grow emotionally ... some rejections are not THAT bad when you think about it. Who knows, a year from now you'll reliase that she's not the one afterall? Speaking of which .... how do you know if SHE's the one ? This is such a subjective matter ... people then to have clouded judgements when they are in 'love'. Not many level headed people around anymore, eh? Oh wait ... I'm being cynical again. Anyways, this is not directed at anybody in particular, it's kinda general ... I got over these issues a long time ago ... takes time. There's so much time in the world, you just don't know how to spend it well. Take me for example ... I don't spend it well, hahaha. Such contradiction. Ugh .. I'm begining to lose my senses .... lol. Here's a little song by Jennifer Paige~ "CRUSH" Ahh, crush, ahhh I see ya blowin' me a kiss It doesn't take a scientist To understand what's going on baby If you see something in my eye Let's not over analyze Don't go too deep with it baby So let it be what it'll be Don't make a fuss and get crazy over you and me Here's what I'll do I'll play loose Run like we have a day with destiny It's just a little crush (crush) Not like I faint every time we touch It's just some little thing (crush) Not like everything I do depends on you Sha-la-la-la, Sha-la-la-la It's raising my adrenaline You're banging on a heart of tin Please don't make too much of it baby You say the word "forevermore" That's not what I'm looking for All I can commit to is "maybe" So let it be what it'll be Don't make a fuss and get crazy over you and me Here's what I'll do I'll pay loose Run like we have a day with destiny It's just a little crush (crush) Not like I faint every time we touch It's just some little thing (crush) Not like everything I do depends on you Sha-la-la-la, Sha-la-la-la Vanilla skies (vanilla skies) White picket fences in your eyes A vision of you and me It's just a little crush (crush) Not like I faint every time we touch It's just some little thing (crush) Not like everything I do depends on you Sha-la-la-la Not like I faint every time we touch It's just some little thing Not like everything I do depends on you Sha-la-la-la Not like I faint every time we touch It's just some little thing Not like everything I do Depends on you LOL ... how very true ? It's Swett Man's birthday today, lol ... kinda forgotten about that :P We'll be going to Chills Phileo Damansara later tonight ... I'm draggin Worm along, time to meet more girls, boy! Adios~ 0 comments Monday, May 19, 2003
Cogito, ergo sum (I think, therefor I am)
[ 10:25 pm ] Why do I feel like I've been given the run-around? Dealing with a sly client is kinda interesting when you try to out think him ... to me it's like an interesting strategy game ... something like chess, the way I look at it, 4 more moves and my pieces will be thrown out of the board. Should I take the risk? I have only 2 steps to end this game ... which move should I make first ? One can only contemplate ... how do you play when there's only 2 bishops, a knight and 3 pawns left .... think, boy, think!! I'm being cryptic again ... anyways ... that's just me mumbling to myself ^_^ Gonna go to Mines later once again ... sigh ... I'm begining to hate that place now ... some people can't make up their minds, guess I have to lay down the ultimatum today ... tsk, tsk ... interesting character. Such arrogance and yet know nothing at all. Interesting. Gave Kel some advice yesterday about his gal ... you know, guys with our insecurities and all ... glad he took it, infact things turned out pretty well in the end. Happy for you dude. I find it ironic sometimes, that the person who gives advices tend to look for other solutions or comfort besides the one he gives? I fear I am such a person. Kinda hypocritical, that I don't accept my own advices? Why is that so? If I ever did take my own advice, I wouldn't be in much thought lately. You know what ? I think I've grown a little numb, lol. Kinda lost the feeling of how it's like to be cared for by someone or caring for someone .... romantically I mean. Well, like most people say, you won't know till it hits you on the head ... in my case, I need to get smack around by a HUGE boulder. Love is so overated ;) I sometimes wish there was someone out there like me. Office is kinda quiet now, no trainees around, haha. Good ... they were kind of a handful. Gonna get another batch next Monday, 4 girls ... yummy :D I need to devise a training plan for this batch, need to start organising things around the office. Everything isn't in order. Wonder how the next batch gonna be like? I wonder ... I should be keeping a certain distance and maintain a 'professional' boundary from now on ... no more late night SMSs, YAY !! Oh the nightmare ..... Alright ... time to head to Mines and face the sly fox ... time to outwit the fox ... heh ... I love this :D Cyas~ 0 comments Saturday, May 17, 2003
I Believe ....
[ 10:53 pm ] I believe ... I believe ... I believe ... I believe .... this is getting really corny ... if you had watched Matrix Reloaded, you'd understand what I'm trying to say here ... it was a good show though, except for the story line ... but the effects were superb. I finally managed to fix the wheel bearings on my car ... peace and quiet, lol ... now I'm kinda broke actually .. repairs cost me RM177 ... gaaaaa ... Kinda bored now ... really got nothing to do, although I brought work home with me, I'm really not in the mood to start doing it, lol ... this really reminds me of school homework, hehe .. but then again, I never did my homeworks, hahaha Hmm .. I shall find something less constructive to do now ... writing this Blog is a little too constructive for me. 0 comments Friday, May 16, 2003
'Trust no one'
[ 10:11 am ] I can't believe I have to go work today ... ugh ... Wednesday & Thursday was a holiday, and NOW I have to come for work on a Friday -_-" BOOOOOO !!! Not that I didn't try applying for leave today, there isn't enough people in the office to take care of things ... sigh ... oh well ... Fac ut gaudeam -_-" So, what happened the last 2 days? Quite a few things actually, some of which I rather not write about. Had dinner with Angel, Kanmani and Worm on Wednesday at Logenhaus, Taipan ... lemme be the first one to say this ... the food suck. Period. It was a surprise to find Celine working there though ... hahaha .. now I know where you work! She mentioned about giving me a cat, muahahaha ... hopefully my mom doesn't bitch too much about it >_> Anyways, I rather not talk about Wednesday night ..... some things are better left unsaid. The wheel bearings on my car is really getting noisy ... I'll fix it tomorrow morning (said this since last month ^^;;) before the wheels starts to roll out ... heh. I did absolutely nothing yesterday, which should be that way ... was recuperating, had too many late nights these few weeks ... coming back at 6am-8am in the morning ... oh well. Don't even know why I'm doing this ... hmm ... I'm getting broke by the way .. and it's not the end of the month yet! Ever had the feeling of wanting to get close to someone and yet having chains tied around your ankles? It's like you really want to, but something is holding you back .... I really hate that feeling ... I always thought I had absolute control over any of my actions and not having to worry about the consequences. I'll work something out ... always been able to managed on my own, I don't see why I can't do the same now. I'm thinking of playing the guitar again .... lost a very important part of me ... MUSIC! I haven't touched any musical instruments for the longest time ... one thing that I'm pretty proud of is that I master playing musical instruments quite fast :D All thanks to my mom :D Too bad, I stopped halfway ... I guess, these are the few things in life that you shouldn't stop doing ... its the same for drawing ... you can never stop drawing ... talents are such wonderful gifts. I'm feeling a little 'slow' at the moment ... ugh ... wonder if anyone wants to go watch Matrix Reloaded tomorrow ? I'll have to ask now .... 0 comments Tuesday, May 13, 2003
Seriously, I'm out of titles ...
[ 10:00 pm ] Hello everyone .... I spoke to Gai over the phone last night ^_^ It's good to hear your voice again ... albeit the American accent, but still nice :P hehehe .... I believe it's Joel's birthday today, think I'll give him a call later ... he's probably the only person I know who sometimes forget even his own birthday -_- Weng, Leong and I are taking the trainees out for dinner later tonight, somewhere cheap I hope, hahahaha .... yes yes, el cheapo Rayson :P Since this is their final week with us, might as well buy them dinner .... and yeah, they didn't get the allowance which they claimed was promised by the company ... I think Weng is acting out of pity and guilty ... well, I guess he's not alone on that. I wonder if I can get off dinner early today? I feel like going somewhere ... at least not with the trainees around ... one of them is scaring me -_- I haven't been playing RO much for these few days ... now I feel like I'm neglecting my RO friends, so hard to maintain a balance now >_> Having problems playing RO while chatting on MSN ... haha ... now I really wish for another monitor! That'll be so cool .... maybe I'll get a second hand one next month =3 I'm thinking of changing the radio in my car too ... maybe I should spend the money fixing the wheel bearings instead, before I become deaf! We're going dinner tomorrow night, and no one has thought of a place to go yet .. how typical :P Malaysia Boleh! Anyways, I'm suggesting we go buffet, so we get to see Angel sapu everything! MUAHAHAHA ... Hmm ... actually steam boat is nice too, but I'm really lazy waiting for the food to cook ... why not check out the papers ? They got this food review almost everyday, I'm sure we can find a good place to have dinner :) At this rate we are going, we're most probably gonna end up in Pizza Hut, hahaha ... I've been dreaming of rainbows lately ... very lovely :D I dunno ... I felt peaceful ... but somehow I still get tired when I wake up! Maybe I should start sleeping early this time ... I think too many late nights is taking its toll on this old fragile body .. but yeah, rainbows .... 0 comments Monday, May 12, 2003
Sigh.
[ 10:22 am ] It's kinda funny .... I wrote something really long yesterday night ... only to delete it later on ... maybe some things are just too personal to disclose to anyone. I guess writing about it helped me feel better, since no one else will ever understand the things I go through in my life ... writing does help, it's like you're writing to someone who knows you really well ... anyways, the sun always shines, as such, life goes on ... I'm not going to be put down by this. I haven't seen Gaithri on MSN these few days, wonder what's up with her ? Kinda miss talking to her. Joel's birthday is tomorrow ... think I'll go bug him, haha. I've decided to have my hair short now ... kinda feels funny, but it's a lot manageable now .... looked silly, but who cares? I need to fix the presentation for Country Heights .... again. These people can't make up their minds! Looks like I'll be going down to Mines again on Friday ... sigh ... and these guys haven't even paid u ! I'm not handing them the ammended presentation till they pay up, as far as the agreement goes, "Terms of payment is upon the completion and delivery". I really hate dealing with anyone who is above the age of 40 ... they kinda give me the look of something along the line of "Heh ... this guy is young, I bet I can take advantage of the whole situation." Boy, will they be in for a surprise. Speaking of the presentation, I need to fix it and fax the changes over now ... oh well, at least I have something to do today ... no complains there :D Oh yeah, I would like to apologize to Worm, Angel and Viv if I was being a complete loud idiot when I was drunk last weekend, that will never happen again. Since you guys are demanding for an apology, although this rarely ever happens (me getting drunk), I am truly sorry then, especially Angel and Viv for 'trying' to put up with me. I will behave myself from now on. I am probably banned from Angel's car, hahaha ... sorry woman :( But thanks for being an angel. Alright then .... back to work ..... 0 comments Sunday, May 11, 2003
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[ 10:23 pm ] Life is but a dream ... I'm so depressed. 0 comments Friday, May 09, 2003
BBQ !! BBQ !! BBQ !! BBQ !!
[ 10:23 am ] Arghhh ... I messed up the JD sauce yesterday night ;_; and Worm is out of JD now ... oh well, you guys can have the lamb with Ketchup -_- I hope the lamb is marinated well .... *sigh* Damn funny, Worm doesn't even know where most things are kept in his own house ... sigh ... let's trade houses, eh ? We went to TMC yesterday night to get the neccessary stuffs for the BBQ tonight, mostly charcoal and a pineapple (for the JD sauce THAT FAILED *sigh*). One the way back we bought 'Jalan Jalan Pizza' for dinner .... not bad actually, except that the crust was too thin .... nonetheless, it wasn't bad at all ... quite cheap too, for a large sized pizza its RM25 nett. I just had this crazy idea of making Vodka Lime Jelly .... it should be quite nice ... too bad I'm at work now and got no time to try, and it's a little to late to try now .... oh well, maybe the next time. Hahahaa imagine people getting drunk from eating the jello ^_^; You know, I've been getting these weird ass sms from one of my trainee and another client from Penang .... ugh .... what's wrong with these people ? Freaky ... I really don't appreciate someone sending me sms in the middle of the night regardless of what the message is, UNLESS its from close friends OR someone I like, that is :P Besides, she's been spamming my mobile phone ... what the hell ... she's wasting my battery!! I have a feeling she's out to annoy me -_- Stupid Leong gave all the trainees my name card -_- ugh .... but the client from Penang was a little better, I guess she wanted to be friends :D Well, at least now I have a friend in Penang. The BBQ is tonight, I need to leave work early today :P THAT shouldn't be a problem at all, MUAHAHAHAHA .... not like I got anything important to do today ... I should really be doing something today ... maybe build an office Intranet? I dunno .... sigh ... work is getting a little boring, I'm seriously considering taking up the Sales position ... at least I get to get out of the office more ^_^ Boss said if I'm really thinking of having my own business one day, I SHOULD have some sales or marketing experience before I do ... I couldn't agree more. What will I be doing 5 years from now? 5 years is seriously quite short ... hmm I'll be 29 by then .... I haven't gave much thought about my future ... well, at least not seriously. I guess there comes a time a person gotta start thinking about his future .... need to make plans and stick with 'em .... I was thinking of having my own design house one day ... NOT just any design house, but one speciallising in application interface designs with the aim for maximising user friendliness, and of course designing simple game applications for advertising needs ... e.g. making a game for Coca Cola that could be packaged in a pack of 6 cans ? Games are VERY GOOD marketing and advertising instruments ... too bad no one in Malaysia sees the potential. Although I do, I do not have the means to make it work now ... sigh. Boss failed 2 businesses before building this company ... how many will I fail to succeed? I wonder .... 8 out of 10 companies will fail or flop before their 5th year in Malaysia .... but those which survived to see their 5th year, will probably be stable. There's one thing that I really admire about my boss, is probably his determination and foresight ... although I do question his actions sometimes but in the end everything turns out well .... I need to see more of the business world .... the last thing I'll ever do is to climb the corporate ladder. Never. People that succeed there are those who can talk rather than have any skills. Sadly, it's WHO you know not WHAT you know that matters in this world .... I can play that game too, but at the end of the day, what about priciples ? I'll never sell my soul to the devil for success. I guess my boss have been influencing me alot lately :P Really grateful to be working for him .... sadly I can't and shouldn't be too close to him .... it will complicate things in the future. I do question about the tasks that he assigns me to sometimes ... but in the end, it's something valuable that I learn at the end of the day ... maybe this is part of his so called 'training', hehehe .... but yeah, about having a design house in the future ... I'm already looking forward to it ... 0 comments Thursday, May 08, 2003
Ughh
[ 9:37 am ] Ugh ... g'mornin everyone ! I can't believe I fell asleep while watching only the first 15 minutes of Stargate!! OMG!! I woke up at 2am :( I never fell asleep while watching Tv before .... this is worrying ... show's that I'm old and tired now. Now that I missed an episode that WILL NEVER be repeated pisses me off .... argghhhh ..... I just got to office, Weng asked if I watched Stargate yesterday 'coz he fell asleep too ... hahahaha ... looks like I'm not the only one. There was a little drama in the office yesterday ... something to do with the trainees. Apparently the company is not going to be paying their allowances during the course of their training session. However, according to the trainees, the promise was made that RM10 will be given per day .... I'm truly unaware of this. Sincerely I was left in the dark ... sensitive issue to tackle here. I've already spoken to boss about this ... well ... not too good at the moment. He did not remember promising anything anyway, besides the company reserves the right either to pay or not. Well ... lets see how things goes ... from the looks on their faces they aren't happy at all ... not to say I'm happy either. What happened to principles in the business world ? I hope Angel and Worm remembers to buy 20 slices of lamb like I requested .... I'll be going over to Worm's place to marinate it after work today .. (BBQ's tomorrow) ... hopefully I could still remember the ingredients, hahahaha. Poor guinea pigs .... MUAAHAHAHAHA :D Anyways, lets hope things work out tomorrow, 'coz things never seem to be happening right these few days ... *sigh* Back to work now .... later peeps. 0 comments Tuesday, May 06, 2003
Bonjour!
[ 10:45 am ] Howdy y'all I didm't realise I did not wrote anything yesterday ... hehe ... I'm getting a little lazier now, hehe ... anyways, there's gonna be a BBQ this Friday over at Worm's place. A BBQ !! BBQ !! I love BBQs ^____^ No special reasons for the BBQ actually, just a normal gathering. I'm gonna make JD Lambs! Right on! Just need to get ingredients right .... hehe ... poor guinea pigs ... Muahahaha I should be getting the Lamb slices today after work ... got my pay yesterday too! So ... time to spend while I still can, lol. Sigh ... bills are gonna be arriving anytime this week soon ... friggin bills arrive together all the time. Work is kinda slow at the moment ... nothing serious to do actually ... although we are suppose to be having some project this week ... but bah ... I'll enjoy this time while I still can. When work comes it gets real hectic ... The wheel bearings in my car is giving me problems .... the car is so loud now -_- but Leong seems to like the sound :o What the hell .... he say it sounds like a sports car ! I bet he doesn't know how one sounds like ... hehehehe ... anyways, the sound gets real irritating ... reminds me of the time when Worm had a so called Twin Piped 'DTM' muffler on his Putra ... hahahaha ... that was friggin hillarious. I'm trying to update the photo gallery with some photos I've managed to dig out .. hehe ... mostly from college :P Hopefully I could get it scanned soon .. hehe ... anyways .. back to whatever I'm doing now ... which is chatting with Angel on MSN .. HAHAHAHA .. 0 comments Sunday, May 04, 2003
Here's to another happening night -_-
[ 4:29 pm ] Ughh ... so many things to write about and I have no clue on where to start ^^; Went to watch X-Men 2 at 1 Utama yesterday with Angel, Kanmani and Worm ... hehehehe damn cool movie! OMG I so want to be like NightCrawler ... teleportation! Imagine the havoc I will cause in the girl's toilet! HAHAHAHHAA ... horny NightCrawler ... hahaha After the movies I was a little hungry so we headed to Dave's Deli, too bad they were closing ... then it so happened that we bumped into Ah Woon (heh), she invited us over to Viva's Dance Club, we met up with LG and buddies over there ... anyways, Vivas play friggin weird music .... ugh ... had a glass of Baileys there. Bought B52 for LG, Angel and Kanmani (worm didn't want to drink, always reject my offer to buy him a drink ... ). Vivas got a little boring and Angel wanted to go Atmosphere (her second home -_-), so off we went to Atmosphere. We met up with her buddies over there, mostly mutual acquaintances ... Worm was suppose to meet Sin Sin at Blitz (sorry ... Bliss), somehow he chickens out at the last minute ... why ? Don't be shy now ... you're NEVER shy. He even got a free entry ticket to get in, and yet he didn't go, why? Ugh ... I didn't really get high yesterday 'coz I was driving *sigh* Well, Kanmani was a little tipsy ... which is good I guess *shrug*, Angel ... well, I think she was sober all the way to the end ... don't recall drinking much anyways ... but Kanmani sure drank a lot ... lets see if I can get this right; 1 Glass of Vodka Cranberry, 3 Tequila Pop, 3 B52, 1 Glass of Tequila ... err ... that's all??? Bleh .... I didn't take much, sigh ... she does look kinda funny when she's 'tipsy', very cute :P Oh yeah, I lost a bet to Kanmani!! Now I hafta buy her Baskin Robins .... we betted when Angel will start to smoke again? I said maybe after 1 month? Kanmani betted on within 2 weeks .... 2 weeks not even up yet and she fagged yesterday! I lost faith in you Angel!! I lost a bet ;__; The force is not strong in j00 ! *sigh* We left Atmosphere at closing time, around 3.30am ... we had no where to go, and I'm still quite wide awake, Worm suggested we go to his house ... we met up at Adrian's place so I could guide Angel's friends to Worm's place. Hmmm ... never take directions from drunk people -_- So, we were at Worm's place with Nicolette, Richard and Umm.. Wai Tin or something ... can't remember the name :P Angel made Maggie Mee for everyone .... and served us drinks ... all in Worm's house! Yes yes, Worm is a very bad host ... but Angel makes a good housewife, HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Uggh, later on LG and Wee Liang joined us ... we stayed over at Worm's place till around 6:45am ... it was still a little early for me ? I wasn't sleepy at all ... in fact I'm still wide awake ... wonder what's wrong with me ... Well, we left around then, Angel was hungry (she can eat ! Amazing appetite she has there) so we went to PJ State for an early breakfast ... I couldn't buy myself breakfast 'coz I had only 2 bucks in my wallet .... I didn't know I spent so much yesterday ... uh-oh :P Anyways, Kanmani bought breakfast .... I bet she's waiting for her Baskin Robins ... hehe ... After breakfast I sent Kanmani home, then Angel. Angel and I had a good talk about some things in the car, which I'm glad we did ^_^ ANYWAYS, when I got home my mom was waiting for me >_> She was kinda asking where I was the whole night .... so I said I was at Worm's place (which is partially true ... :P), she gave me a looked that said "you don't have to lie to me, you're sure you didn't sleep over at some girl's house ?" Ugh ... mothers ... I NEVER SLEEP IN ANOTHER GIRL'S HOUSE !!! Worm is not a girl ... he got no T&A! Well, I took a short nap when I got home ... can't really sleep ... and I'm still wide awake now! My sore throat is getting worse ... I was actually losing my voice on the way back ... Kanmani found it amusing -_-; Sigh ..... it's 4.27pm now and I haven't really slept yet .... hmm ... maybe I should go play RO a little .... Speaking about RO, I'm so happy that the guild is now kinda full ! Yay goes to Kelvin for bringing along his friends ^_^ Anyways ... its back to RO now for me .... a lot of things for me to catch up with :P 0 comments Friday, May 02, 2003
Stop staring at me ! *cough* *cough*
[ 3:59 pm ] Bored bored bored bored bored bored bored ..... You get the idea :o Was suppose to go for lunch with Worm, but somehow HE couldn't make it ... just when I felt like going out ... ugh ... doesn't matter. One of the trainee have been playing tamil songs all morning till now ... it's driving me crazy ... oh gawd ... I've already had enough of this when I was working at Maxis ... HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA, I just told her to lower the volume or wear earphones :P Sorry man ... I don't like tamil songs, not a racist thing considering I'm half Ceylonese afterall, but I really DON'T fancy tamil songs ... ugh. WTF is with the "ugh" that I keep on typing ? AHAHAHAHA ... ugh ... ugh ... ugh .... Oh yeah, looks like I'll be meeting Kelvin and his buddies tonight on iRO, cool. Hopefully I get to see some familiar faces :P You know, people have been giving me 'dagger looks' whenever I cough >_> I swear, if looks could kill, I'd probably be dead by now .... people are so cautious of everything, I don't have SARS, ok ? The next time someone gives me THAT look, I'm gonna cough right in your face *hmmph* That goes for all of you reading this !!! *cough* *cough* Ugh ... time to buy another packet of Strepsils ;_; o_O one of my trainee speaks Hindi ... O_O;; Wow .... and THAT'S the one who's been sending me SMS in the middle of the night for the past few weeks ... ugh ... I got spamed alright. Little girls ... sigh .... gawd damn tamil songs, LOWER IT! arrrggghhhhhhhh ... It's almost 4pm now and I've yet to do anything productive today ... aside from fixing the link gradientwipe effect for Angel, hopefully she got my email. Should work now on her site ... I'm thinking of adding it to my site too :P hahahaha .. thief !!! NOT !!! 0 comments
And so it goes ....
[ 10:35 am ] Got to work today kinda early ... in fact I was the earliest, why is that ?? Because I had to friggin open the door, that's why .... yes yes ... a little grumpy aren't we today ? Don't feel like working today ... wonder if I could get half-day off today ? Still having a slight fever and the cough is not getting any better .... maybe I should go buy some Strepsils later ... I'm been trying to FTP to this damn site for the last hour ... "Connection Reset by Peer", "Operation Timeout", oh yipee ... this host is kinda sad, anyone know any free host out there that supports MySQL and PHP? I'm thinking of changing hosts .... Ugh ... I'm sweating like a cow ... umm pig ? uh .... dog ? uhh ... what's the word ? Anyways ... thought I'd talk to Gaithri on MSN but she's away ... what you doing lah woman?? I'm still try to fix a script Angel showed me, kinda cool actually, something about gradientwipe .... I can't really test it out until I FTP it to this site ... I'll try again maybe later this afternoon ... not like I'll be doing anything today ... sigh ... Hmm ... it's Friday already, umm yeah, what should I be doing this weekend? X-Men 2 anyone? Maybe I should fix my car ... need to go panel beating ... sigh ... wonder how long it'll take to get the shape right again (some punk reversed into my car a few months back) ? Hmmph, I still remember his face ... stupid kid. I feel like going out for lunch early today, wonder if Worm's free ? Gonna call him later lah ... 0 comments Thursday, May 01, 2003
uugggghhhh .....
[ 9:07 pm ] Don't really feel good at the moment *cough cough* ;_; Thank God it's a public holiday today or else I'll be spending my sick day at the office ... ugh ... took 2 Panadols, a spoonful of cough mixture, 2 herb pills and a couple of grapes :P I should go see the doctor if I'm still not feeling well by tomorrow ... "BODY IMMUNE SYSTEM! DON'T FAIL ME NOW !" ugghhh ........ Let's see, what did I do today ? Hmm ... woke up at 11.30am, went online for a while, watched Bridget Jones Diary on Astro, came online for a while again ... then headed off to bed .... hmm .... what a thrilling day indeed. Seems like Ragnarok Online will be up by tomorrow, but damn it, need to download the new 572MB client ... that's kinda HUGE, need to ask someone to download it for me. Well, looks like \'ll be out of action this few days until I find someone who can download the client for me :( I miss a lot of people on RO, particularly Makiko and Mereko ;_; *sigh* Well, I'll see you guys in a few days time. ugghhhh ...... Kelvin gonna bring in 9 of his buddies to play RO, yay! Now we get a full guild, finally ... hardcore players too ... whoopee ^______^ What kinda pisses me off is that Gravity decided to reset all of the closed beta player's inventory ? There goes all my items .... gonna take me months just to get them back ... that kinda demotivates me ... A LOT. At least I get to redistribute my stats again, my poor wizzard .... gonna take some time to get his items back ... *sigh*. Oh yeah, if anyone who is reading this wants to know or play RO, just head to my link page, the links are there .... it's fun! But then again, just how many of you people ARE interested in MMORPGs anyways ? None! ugggghhhhh ...... Think I'll sleep early today, need to get to work early tomorrow, Weng won't be at the office so someone needs to open the office .... and that'll be me *sigh* He's attending this course, something about "How to get rich" (something like that) at Fraser's Hill .... for RM2000 .... alright, time to impart your skills next Monday! uuggghhhhh ...... I showered for an hour today ... nice warm shower ... just felt so relaxinng ^_^; Maybe I'm wasting water, but ... damn .... just love the feeling of nice warm water ... so relaxing ... ahh .... besides, I felt a little better after shower actually ... maybe just a little sneeze here and there, but I'm fine, I swear I could sing in bass now ! uggghhhhh ...... Worm should be back from Japan by now, welcome back to reality ! uuuuggghhhh ..... 0 comments Archives nothing |
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