about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Thursday, September 20, 2007
Stupid.
[ 12:54 am ] Stupid. Everything is stupid. 0 comments Monday, September 17, 2007
Sick.
[ 3:48 pm ] I'm starting to fall sick. Sore throat, fluish ... I can't afford to get sick now!! I have things to do!! !@$!@#!@$!%$ 0 comments Sunday, September 16, 2007
Tired.
[ 1:34 am ] I am. Very Tired. Maybe I should had stayed up there the whole night, looking at all the puny beings down there being miserable ... or maybe I should had stayed at home instead. My worst fear came true today. What are the !@#$% odds of having this seating combination, I knew it wouldn't happened, but it did. God, this is not funny. Grrr .... 0 comments Monday, September 10, 2007
Facebook mania
[ 10:33 pm ] Looks like everyone is into Facebook now. I wonder who started :) I know I registered a long time ago, 'coz it was work related ... but it's kinda fun now, compared to Friendster. I'm in the midst of making a major decision now, I hope I'm doing the right thing. I don't like regrets ... had enough of those. Time to do it! 0 comments Thursday, September 06, 2007
Weight.
[ 3:06 pm ] Some things weigh you down, don't you agree? I had a lot of things that weighed me down, things that never built me up but instead pulled me further down ... my view on life, I think has pretty much changed. People that don't encourage or build you up, but instead demotivate and make you feel like crap, should just be forgotten. Tired of investing my time on people that don't appreciate it, time to move on. 0 comments Saturday, September 01, 2007
Blargh.
[ 8:52 pm ] Working on a Saturday, again. What for? Bodoh. I have a few freelance projects to finish, one needs to be completed on the 9th, and I'm feeling a little stressed out at the moment with many different things that are going on now. Personal, work and even my walk with God. For someone who's 'apparently' organised with his life, I don't seem to fit the shoe. I really wish for a lot of things to go right, but they just don't. I seem to be having a really good paying job plus the flexibility, but I still don't feel satisfied. Maybe my drive, motivation and development is not the area of career at this point of my life. No one to push me or encourage me to be better, it gets tiring when the only person who's only encouraging you to be better is only yourself and the occasional friend. I've come to believe that I'm 'encouragement driven' .... not an encouragement whore, but I don't need you to encourage me all the way or even with super motivating words ... those don't work on me. A simple pat on the back, the satisfied look on your face, the approving look, the smile, the thumbs up, the handshake .... that's all I need. Bleh. Back to work. 0 comments Archives nothing |
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