What would you wish for your future? I came up with a list, some rather corny, some require constant reminders while some are just what I really really want … guess which one is that.
- To have beautiful children that would grow up to serve (God, society, church) and loved by others.
- To finally have a cat as a family pet.
- To have evening walks with my spouse.
- To still hold hands in public, right till our ripe old age.
- To still smile even if I had no more teeth.
- To spend more time with my kids and not on my career.
- Never to go to bed angry.
- Never to grumble of her cooking if it sucks.
- Give my children plenty of HUGS to let them know I love them.
- To say goodbye to by wife each time I leave the house.
I think everyone will wish for these things in an ideal world. Who said an ideal future is not attainable? So as long I keep these in my head as constant reminders, I know one day it will be fulfilled. Imagine the amount of grace that’s needed … I know I will one day come to have that kind of capacity.
Starting work tomorrow at 10.30am, he messaged me this morning during church service to confirm if I’m coming in tomorrow, didn’t know he was that anxious as well. My first impression of him was good; I just hope that things will turn out really well. If it does, I know this is a testimony, and I’m not letting it up without glorifying Him. I guess until things are for certain first … otherwise I’ll be no different than those that shiok sendiri during prayer service hahahahaha.
Anyways, got 3 freelance projects on my hand now … I just don’t know where to begin or what to do. I should be happy rolling around the money, but somehow I’m not. I don’t feel the joy of the money, it’s not what I’m looking for … yes, having the extra cash does help, but it’s not the kinda satisfaction I need at the moment. I know this season of my life, I need something else. Something else … sigh.
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Eh, boleh dapat awards Bapa Mithali!
June 20, 2007 10:19 am
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