about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Friday, November 23, 2007
Crap.
[ 3:23 pm ] Feeling a little 'out' today. Don't think it's depression or anything ... just 'out', whatever that means. I tried to blast some music this morning to help me concentrate on work, it worked for a while ... then suddenly, it wasn't effective anymore. Maybe I'm not used to sitting along here now ... few times wanted to turn my chair around to talk to Rachel, then I remembered, she's in US, bleh. I am going insane. Doesn't show on the face, but, I am going insane. Nah, kidding. Just crapping. A little update on the car, guess I won't be getting it today, only on Monday or Tuesday. Dalam process they say. Anyways, doesn't bother me much. Patience. Just had lunch at Burger King, nah, went alone .... good to have lunch alone sometimes. Drains the energy away when you're having lunch in a group, I know it recharges SOME people, just that I'm not those people. See, I might be difficult after all. People like me need to renew their mind all the time. Flush out all the negative thoughts. Fill it up with good things like God's promises and all. So, I'm flushing mine out now. If I were to list down every thoughts I have here, every living being that I know of would probably want me dead. Sorry, you don't have the pleasure of doing so. Eh, crapping again. I'm designing the new THINK site now. It's taking a lot of my time, but a promise is a promise ... so, I'll honour mine. Refreshing myself with JOOMLA! again. Have not touched it since who knows when. Hate starting a site from scratch. Bleh. Anyways, I'm hoping to get done up by end of the year. Christmas animations have not started yet, still waiting for them to illustrate .... then it's a race against time. Can we complete it on time? I sure hope so. 'Some' girl told me the other day that she's happy I've become a 'good man'. Right. Good man. If only you knew. Sorry God, I am so cynical. Too blinded to see what's so good about that. Being good ... hmmph. Good man ... good man ... good man ... what an overused phrase. HAH! Being cynical again :) Eh, crap mode again. How much more do I have to go through this monotonous life? I'm tired. FINE. Things are going good for me. I should be happy, and yet I'm not. "You need Jesus in your life, my brother" DON'T MAKE ME SMACK YOU. Eh, crapping again. Sorry. kthxbai! 0 comments Archives nothing |
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