I wonder where's life taking me? I can't really imagine where I'll be 5 years from now ... that would make me 33? What would I be doing then? Would I have established myself securely in my career? Would I have my own home by then? Will I still be willing to serve in Actskids playing the guitar? I really don't know, hahaha. But one I know for sure is that I'll still be in ACTS.

Deciding to root yourself further in this house didn't really took much thought actually ... surprisingly. Sure there were times I really didn't like how some things were done, I bitched about it, complained, ran with it, supported it ... funny. Good to have a place to call home.

I really have no idea what I'll be facing in the future, things as it is aren't exactly going the way I want it to be anyways, but that doesn't mean it's not good ... just that it's different. At least one thing I know that He's in this with me. Isn't it better to not expect things constantly and be surprised with the things He's gonna give you? 'Surprise' ... that's the element I really need now.

Few days ago I was doing a little list of names of people ... friends, so to speak. I listed down EVERYONE I know ... or knew. To my surprise, it was quite a long list. Then ... I began to separate the names, listing them according to the level of friendship we have. Then I broke it further to people that I genuinely cared about, then further down to people that I could rely on ... the names got fewer and fewer. In the end ... I was only down to a few names. Hmmm ... God, I don't have many good friends, I could use a few more, you know the crap I go through, so adding a few more names wouldn't hurt, would it? You took some away, but revealed also those who were there all along ... but why not ... NOT take ANY away, huh? I know friends are just one of Your ways of taking care of us. Let me measure how rich I am not by what I have, but the friends I have. Aren't friends there to double our joys and divide our sorrows? Yeah, bagi sini sikit!
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