about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Eternity.
[ 2:10 pm ] I decided to work from home today … feels quite relaxing not being in an office environment, and still be able to do your work. I did a little home network so that my I could access my files from the laptop to my desktop for work. Easy. Someone once called me a nerd and a geek, can’t remember who. Can’t deny that I’m not, I mean, who else would love gadgets and techy stuff? I love useless gadgets … just for novelty sake, hahaha … so as long it looks cool, I’ll take it man. Mom has been rather kan-cheong with the new car and all … I mean, I’m not even like that. Don’t expect me to call the dealer everyday to ask about it lah. It’ll arrive when it arrives. Maybe it’s just my nature, hmmm … maybe this is what they call being phlegmatic? Call it whatever; I just call it … trust and patience. Rachel is in US now, must be having fun I bet … hope she’s able to get the iPhone, mwahaha. Slowly I find my perfectionist attitude surfacing again … suddenly I want this year’s Christmas’ animation to be the best ever. Wait, was that for my satisfaction? Or for God? Ok … it was for my satisfaction, sorry, but in the end God is glorified, right? Stupid flesh. I got 6 more weeks left. That doesn’t feel that long … I wonder if I’ll really miss the place. That’s what happens when you’re at one place for so long, too comfortable with your own circle and thinking that’s all there is. It’s very hard to break away. I know I’m doing the right thing, besides, this wasn’t my decision alone, we made it together … well, at least He provided the opportunity. I keep on thinking how BIG next year would be, maybe because I’m so tired of 2007. Tired, yeah … kinda like an emotional drain. It’s been up and down … very soon, it’s gonna come to a complete year end. I often wonder if those Brands essence of chicken ever work, coz I could use some now. Funny, I gave some away … but never drink it myself, hahaha. I had a dream few nights ago. There was someone I knew holding a little baby … and smiling. Hmmmm … wonder if it was random. Let’s see if it’ll happen in real life :) It would be a really joyful occasion, haha. Dreams … I haven’t had any dreams these few nights that would leave a lasting impression … as a matter of fact, for few weeks already. Maybe when your mind is relaxed … you don’t get dreams!? I was talking to Adeline earlier on skype, she was commenting on one of my favourite song, Iris from City of Angels … another favourite movie of mine. I think I could be the only guy who loves that movie. Maybe I’m a romantic; I dunno … the whole notion of someone giving up eternity for you awes me. The tragic thing is … it lasted only for a day before God took her home; even then, it was worth it. It was worth it. It was worth the choice that he made, it was worth risking what he had, it was his ultimate sacrifice. He would rather have an instant with her, rather than eternity without her. Wow. Am I capable of making such choices? Even after 9 years, this movie still left quite an impression on me. 0 comments Archives nothing |
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