about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Monday, November 19, 2007
Deserving.
[ 6:06 pm ] I feel I deserve a much needed break. I've not had time for myself this year ... and I mean ... really, time for myself. I'm taking a week off next week ... ummm ... haven't told my boss about it yet, I'll mention tomorrow lah. Thinking of going for a drive somewhere since I'll be having the car by then already. Maybe I'll go visit a few people for lunch while they are working mwahahaha. I haven't had a meal with David Gary for a while now, next week would be good. Had a good time catching up with Kanmani last week over MSN. Hope she finds a job in the states, otherwise she's gonna be back here for good ... hmmm ... hey wait, that would be good. Woman, there's no place like home sweet home lah. Celine will be back first week of December, so good to have friends back now :) Becky is getting married in January, now I have to make flight reservations to Miri .... argh ... have to spend more. So happy for her ... finally tying the knot after 9 years being together! That's crazy man. This is like the longest relationship I've ever known!! Over the week I've been feeling up and down, I'm trying to pick myself up again, and I know I'm quite capable of that. Only thing that is pushing me forward are the assurances He gives me. If there's a time for positive thoughts, it would be now. Hahaha ... I think I'm a pretty good self-motivator. Had a really long talk with Eric last Saturday morning at McDonalds, thank God for good friends that I could talk to, otherwise I'd be more messed up. God is good. Car is suppose to be here this week, just don't know what day ... am I feeling anxious and all? To be honest ... I can't find it in my heart that kind of excitement. Indifferent. It's such a major step in my life now ... and yet, I don't feel much. Sure, I feel happy and all, but ... the excitement ... I've lost it. If you're gonna strap me into a rollercoster, it 'aint gonna help much. Maybe other things excite me. True. Contemplating whether to save money to get a new acoustic guitar or an electric guitar now ... since Daniel Lee suggested that I should pick up electric ... and SINCE he so offered to mentor me, why not? :D It took me a long time, but deciding to serve in Actstream did came in progressions. I didn't enjoyed myself when I was in the choir, but I knew I would enjoy being behind an instrument. I keep telling myself last time that I'm just the type of person that serves in the background, true, I believe that, but now I believe I could do both. I can find myself in the middle. Only thing left to do, is to change the mentality. 0 comments Archives nothing |
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