about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Perceptions
[ 11:15 pm ] We had a presentation to do at KWSP this morning, only knew about it yesterday ... kinda last minute, but I think I did what I could best. Was a little nervous but I know He's in control. But hey, I think it's pretty awesome to know someone kept this in prayer. You 'wow'-ed me. Really, thanks. :) Isn't it humbling to be in want? I think it is. Without going into details, I guess this is a lesson that I have to learn on my own. To really rely on Him. Arrghh .... tough. Over these past few days, I've been reminded over and over again on Proverbs 3:5-12. This isn't the first time. Maybe it's a gentle reminder abouth the struggle my flesh has to go through. "... lean not on your own understanding." Do you have any idea how TOUGH that is? For someone who's always constantly wanting to know how things work, wanting to find solutions, wanting to fix problems, etc etc etc ... bleh ... it's hard. But you know what, I've come to a juncture that I have no choices left but to rely on Him. I don't EVEN want to rely on what 'experiences' I've had, but just to simply follow my Sheppard. I found that having encouragement is 'nice' ... having someone to actually believe in what you're doing is just ... great. Time to quit being a lone ranger, huh? As humbling as it is, I am actually learning from someone who is so much younger than me ... humility, humility :) Earlier this week I had dinner with a certain person. A lot of things were going through my mind ... things like ... "Ehhh ... what am I doing?", "Ehh ... actually, I don't feel like it", "Ehh ... what the heck am I doing?", " Ehhh ... what is going on" ... I continued having all these thoughts going through my head while in the shower, walking to the car, and eventually arriving and picking that person up ... and towards dinner. Haha ... I'm glad I went for dinner. I had a good time of course, and a lot of my preconceptions were removed. It's really shallow of me sometimes. But I remembered what Kanmani said, "How can you have preconceive ideas of a person without getting to know them well first?". I DON'T KNOW OK, but at least I feel dumb about it. My perception changed. Oh yeah, 2 of my entries for the Nokia N97 Widget competition made it into the shortlist. Now all there is left to do is to vote for it at http://2009.nseries.com/competition/shortlist.aspx Vote for Today in History and Tweetly, thanks! I had hope that they would choose some of my better entries ... haaiihhh ... instead these 2 took me less than 10 minutes each to come up with :\ 0 comments Archives nothing |
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