about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Thursday, February 19, 2009
Ho hum
[ 12:39 am ] Just got home from another dance practice. I think it went pretty well today, getting a lot more comfortable now ... though still lacking the confidence and poise. Ah well ... we'll get there eventually. Oh, the song is "We will dance" by Steven Curtis Chapman. Look it up, it's really a beautiful song. Very meaningful lyrics. Different things have been going on my mind lately, haven't the time to blog about it. Not depressing thoughts, of course. I realise that I'm quite drawn to ... happy people. Happy people makes me ... happy. Yes, I like hanging out with chirpy people, 'coz sometimes I really need that. It does take your mind off a lot of things :) It takes a while to regain your old self. I am starting to loathe being around emo people now. Too much negativity about anything does affect my feelings. I just want to be happy. Selfish, yeah? Better to be selfish than to listen to complains :P I have to mention this. I'm quite glad to now know a lot more people who are not from church. A new circle of friends. I really needed that as I felt there wasn't any balance. I can't take it when everyone thinks the same way ... there's nothing new :P While we can share the same vision and purpose, we don't have to share our lingo, culture, jokes, etc. I just needed the variety. I did mentioned earlier this week that David's bachelor night and CY + YL's birthday dinner were on the same day and time, and that I really wanted to go for both. Guess what? Isn't it great when things work out eventually? Technically speaking, I get to attend both. David's after dinner party will be at the same venue as their after dinner party. Better than nothing! I need to get a few new pair of shirts ... I've been wearing the same old thing whenever I need to dress up. It'll start to look dumb when you compare photos and think that they were the same events ... Erin's mom had a disbelief look when I told her I'm turning 30 this year, she thought I looked a lot younger ... hmmm, I'll take that as a compliment. I guess it's the way I dress. I bet I could blend into a college crowd :D As usual, the next question would be why I'm still single, I ran out of answers, so the best thing to avoid this question is to laugh about it. Do you think it's that easy to meet the right person? I don't think I'm picky. You don't want to make another mistake. I think I've made enough mistakes. Perhaps I'm just tired and not motivated. Friendship first ... a solid one. I'm not gonna skip on this, 'coz good things really do take time. 0 comments Archives nothing |
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