about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Go.
[ 1:15 am ] My aircond is dripping ... I guess the pipe is stuck. There's a large basin underneath it now ... drip drip drip. Strangely, I could sleep through the sound ... reminds me of the rain. Yeah, it's dripping like a pipe ... major blockage. I've been rather annoyed with myself lately. I hate it when things don't look right. I spent the better part of the evening fixing a webpage that I felt was too 'noisy'. I am wasting valuable time. At least, I think it looks alright now ... that's until it starts to bug me again. Anal, huh? I was contemplating whether to go to prayer service today. I left the office around 8pm and was feeling really, well, to be honest ... lazy. It's one of those battles that your head and your heart goes through. Head is telling you, "Man ... you're tired, why don't you rest at home and chill out.", heart tells you, "Go". See, heart usually speaks in single word. He can't seem to go beyond that, lol. Anyways, I told myself I'll see how I feel about it when I reach Subang. So much to think about, huh? So I drove as slow as I possibly could. Damn it, traffic was so clear that it took me less than 15 minutes to reach Subang. Finally ... I took a turn into my housing area ... and told myself, that's it, I'm tired and I want to sit in front of the TV and watch some AFC, Discovery and History Channel. I drove past my house and went straight to Summit for prayer service instead. *slaps forehead* I think my walk has been a little side tracked. Can't seem to walk straight with Him sometimes ... always end up straying and lepaking at the side of the road and wondering about 'this walk' that we have to go through. So, often I find myself sitting at the side of the road not wanting to walk. I don't like the journey sometimes, but, I might say something else tomorrow heh. Hey! How are you today? I've seen better days, thank you. Arghhh ... I'm whining to God in my head. I need to constantly remind myself not to close open doors ... or idly watch opportunities pass me by. There was a job opportunity that presented itself last week, but I kinda put it on hold because I didn't know if I was interested in it. So I didn't think much about it. Besides, I know the working hours there can be crazy. It came knocking again today. I told myself ... ok, fine ... I'm not really thrill with this, but we'll see where it leads. Cheh ... talking like some bigshot only :D On to better things. I've taken a liking to green tea lately. I don't know why. Don't ask me why. I love green tea now, been drinking at least 2 teabags a day. I think old age is starting to manifest haha. But I find that it really helps me to relax. Supposedly it's not a relaxant, so must be a placebo effect my mind is having :P 0 comments Archives nothing |
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