I wonder.: Lost memories

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A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people.

Lost memories [ 10:47 pm ]

I was going through some of my old stuff, mostly lecture notes and files that I've been keeping. I don't know why I'm keeping them ... since I had a cupboard, why not? I was looking through one particular file where I kept all the songs I've written. Did I write these? I don't even remember how they sound like anymore. Most were rubbish, while some I wonder what inspired me to write them 'coz seriously, going through them now makes me feel like going through a stranger's diary. Here's one particular song that I wrote ... and can't remember.

Thoughts (1997)

Clear blue sky, not a thing on my mind,
Not about you, nor anything else

For once in my life, I'm free from my thoughts,
so lost in my world, oh yes I am

Emptiness is all that I feel, when I stop thinking of you
no I won't

Chorus:
Like the sun in the sky, you'll always shine bright,
Raindrops, morning dew so fine, you're divine

Times change, a change of mind, a change of truth
But I'll stay true, no matter what, I'll still think of you

End:
Clear blue sky, not a thing on my mind
All that is left is you

That didn't even made any sense ... maybe it did for the 18 year old me. For the life of me, I don't remember writing this or why I wrote it. There's another piece that was interesting, once again, I don't know what made me wrote it.

Innocent One (1997)

Now here's a story 'bout a friend of mine,
We thought that he was not the foolish kind,
He never took things for granted,
Until the day he met this girl,
Things looked fine for him,
He didn't hesitate to make the move,

Bridge:
My oh my, innocent lives,
My oh my, innocent child,
My oh my ...

Chorus:
Saturday night when he turned sixteen,
He was not like he used to be,
Saturday night when he turned sixteen,
He started to take things easily

The girl wanted everything,
From blue rose to diamond ring,
He had to do what he's asked to,
Or one day she'll leave him,
Now, they got into a little fight,
He nearly went through suicide,

Bridge
Chorus

It's been 2 years now,
My friend's now all alone,
She left him for another guy,
He hoped someday he'll live to cry

My oh my, innocent lives
My oh my, innocent child,
My oh my ...

Hmm ... I think this was true. Eh ... so bad, why did I kutuk him. Hahahahahahaha ... he's engaged now to a lovely girl ;)

Oh well, there's still a stack of songs I wrote, can't believe I wrote so many ... I must had been really free. Wish I recorded them somewhere so I could recall how they sound like. Bleh ...

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