about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Thoughts for the day
[ 7:54 pm ] Sometimes I think it's a curse to be able to know where things are heading because of your gift in acute situational social observation. Call me the guy that put the puzzle pieces together, but don't call me the person that looks at the bigger picture. Sometimes it's so huge that I won't even know I'm in it. The 'bigger picture' ... how I loathe thee. Sometimes I'm glad because of that, I don't get myself into crap, but honestly, where's the excitement when you know everything? I've learned to trust my hunches really well now. Just like the time when I shared with someone about something, it turned up right after all :D I should be working in like, CSI or something. Anyways, this is just a pointless post to free my mind from nonsensical thoughts. I had dinner in this really nice Thai restaurant at Section 17 called My Elephant. Haha ... what a name. It was an impromptu thing since I was at Eric's place to get the wedding cake from his place. So, the wedding cake is real after all. Haven't eaten a slice yet ... I'm not used to eating cake for breakfast. Apparently it's really good, we'll know tonight. We celebrated an early birthday there with him and wife and Yee Feng and half a bottle of red wine and cheesecake. Having cheese or cheesecake with red wine is really good ... does wonders to the pallate. I don't really fancy thai food because they are usually spicy ... and I can't take spicy food very well, but yesterday's dinner was awesome. Probably because we requested them to reduce the spiciness. I really loved the food there and don't mind paying a visit again. Don't ask me what I ate, I don't even know how to spell it .... besides, this isn't a food blog :P I am growing old. As much as I've been talking about aging gracefully in terms of emotions and in my thinking, sometimes I find it really hard to do. The older that you get, the more you're afraid to make decisions, and I mean BIG decisions. I feel that my life now is rather stagnant and not heading towards any direction that's going either upwards or downwards. I don't believe in the feeling of being envious. Envy is just one feeling that I actively deny maybe because my pride is bigger! Hahahahaha. Actually, that's not funny. When can I move on with life? Really, what's life all about actually? Have we ever stop to wonder about that? Why am I starting to talk like someone who doesn't have God in his life? Hmmmm ... I don't know where I'm going. I can spit out all the promises and hope that have been doctrinated in church, BUT yet I don't feel it at times. Find me someone who can tell me perfectly well where he's heading with his life and I'll bring reality right down his door step. The reality is, you don't unless you had the revelation from God. Why do I feel the need to know about these things. Knowing too much sucks the fun out of your life. Everyday we walk around like happy little creatures but the fact is we're each carrying invisible baggages. As much as I believe in once "you're set free, you're free indeed", I find it hard to live that accordingly. Well, looking at the brighter side of things at least I know my life isn't perfect nor it's a bed of roses. Look forward to an autobiography by me at the age of 70. On to merrier things ... like photos :D This is the plant that Doreen gave me ... that's what it looks like now, but I believe this guy has a will to survive ... eh, don't get me wrong, I love keeping plants. It became like that because I was on holiday :D Some shots from Eric and Doreen's wedding. Flower. The recep table, I thought it looked nice, but taste is pretty subjective. The cookies are suppose to be in the jar ... I took this before they placed it in. Speaking of which, the cookies were damn good. A view of the church interior from the outside. And finally ... I was really amused by this. 0 comments Archives nothing |
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