about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Sunday, June 11, 2006
A week.
[ 11:20 pm ] Ahhh … finally, I get to sit down, clear my thoughts and reflect upon the week … and what a week it was. I don’t know where to start :) Ok … I’m blank … where and how to start. Hmmm … I think God wanted me to learn about patience last week. I had the notion I was the most patient guy in the whole universe (really), but deep down I get upset and pissed when things don’t go according to plans or when people disregard rules, social etiquettes, norms, etc. How lah wei? I find myself wanting to take control over situations or scenarios because it doesn’t bear fruit or seeing things handled inefficiently. Wah … talking as if I’m damn perfect, haha. God said patience produces perseverance. I’m still learning that. It’s amusing how I can be so patient with some people and yet flip with some people. Tsk tsk. “Be patient and you will finally win, for a soft tongue can break hard bones” Proverbs 25:15 What the heck … I’ve been quoting the Bible. Anyways, I find myself growing more in faith with God. Hmm probably at a level that I’ve never experienced before. So far, He answered most of my prayers :) I’m glad we’ve been talking again. It’s good to start afresh with Him. With each time I spent talking openly to Him, I find more blessings coming my way, simply amazing. No point lying to God, He knows anyways, might as well come clean ;) The week passed with some ups and downs … but mostly downs because I couldn’t keep some negative emotions in check. Weird vibes. It’s as if something is happening, but without you knowing it … you get what I mean? Someone encouraged me yesterday. Somehow it amount to something and I was happy. It came with a piece of advice as well, “DROP YOUR DEFENCE MODE” Fuah … so powerful. When I read that, I began to wonder, have I been so defensive? Hmm … maybe. Just being cautious. I should stop being so critical and suspicious. Experience thought me otherwise though; it’s not easy to put your trust on anyone just like that :) Still perfecting my mind reading abilities … kidding :D I shared my testimony during prayer service last Monday. I really didn’t want to go for prayer service, but I had to, ‘coz I promised God if I won the GSS, I would glorify Him. I have to keep my side of the bargain. Never liked being on stage … alone. I don’t become myself suddenly. Stage persona, hahaha. Anyways, it was good to get that off my chest, some people didn’t get what I was sharing wor … how come? My inglish too tera? I neber quote from Bible, cannot understand? Ok Ok Ok … Oh, sent mom and sis to KLIA this evening. They should be on the plane to Zurich now. Home alone for a month. Ahhh … bachelor pad. Let’s see how long we can maintain the house in pristine condition. I’m just happy to have a set of wheels to move around now. Convenient. I hope mom and sis gets along in Europe, sometimes traveling with family can be quite stressful, if you know what I mean ;) I’m thinking of watching Cars. Heard it was quite well animated … hmm … who to drag. Arghh …. 0 comments Archives nothing |
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