about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Saturday, May 20, 2006
Contented.
[ 1:47 pm ] There used to be this girl (she’s still around and well alive) in school that I had a crush on. We were both in the Interact Club, where I met her. I was only 17, naïve and very very inexperienced. So embarrassing. I wonder what drew me to her. Thinking about it, it was nothing more than infatuation. Anyways, the reason why I brought this up was, I met her little brother in church yesterday night. It was a little weird. After 10 years, you’d think you won’t hear anything about her :) She’s going through marriage counseling with her current boyfriend now, that’s sweet. I’m really happy for her, hahaha. Everyone seems to be getting married these days. Pressured? Hardly. All in due time. God makes all things beautiful in His time, not mine. He only has the best things in stored for me, revealing little bits to me each day. I thank God for his love and care for me :) So Christian today, hahaha … but it’s true, God is beautiful. You know, sometimes when I pray my mind tend to wander a little, it takes discipline to focus. I had a ‘vision’ of a green field, green grass with a patch of mud somewhere in the field. The image of the cross was embedded on the mud. I wonder what that meant or how come my mind could conceive such an image. It was only a split second. Other times, you get beautiful colours, hahaha … reminds you of those MP3 player visualisations. Will be leaving for Singapore this coming Wednesday for 3 days. Can’t wait!! Time to shop :) I hope it won’t be that stressful, I’d like to have fun, let loose and go wild … yeah, can’t imagine, right? ;) Hope I brought the right partner along … Jack. Ok, right?? Let’s have fun. I’ve been feeling really contented and happy the whole week, although there were times that I felt uncertain and uneasy, but ok-lah, committed all that into God’s hand. Let Him ‘kao tim’ for me. Is that what people meant by having faith? I wonder. 0 comments Archives nothing |
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