about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Saturday, June 03, 2006
Looking for a corner
[ 9:48 pm ] So here I am, running away from the world. Crowds of people are not my thing. Go social a little, they say. Go make some friends. I feel like a kindergarten kid sometimes, having to put in the effort to mix and mingle around. It takes so much effort, though some people do it effortlessly making pretentious superficial talk (I think it’s called socializing), I can’t do that. It’s either I’m interested or I’m not. When I put in the effort, all the more it looks fake and I feel rotten not being true to myself. Making uninteresting small talks, anything deep will scare people away. I’m tired. I’d like to meet people with the same interest at a pace I can follow. Not interested in acquaintances. They come and go. It’s really hard for me to get excited about …… anything at all. Sorry, I don’t share the same enthusiasm like the rest of the world. ANYWAYS … I think that’s enough ranting for a while. Just venting a little frustration. There are two things on my mind now, Trust and Gossip. I think it’s an interesting combination. Don’t you agree? Trust n. Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing. Gos·sip n. Rumor or talk of a personal, sensational, or intimate nature. Where’s integrity? What happened to it? I think this world needs a lot more people with integrity, people that you could trust. I found a few, and killed a few from my list. “Fire goes out for lack of fuel, and tensions disappear when gossip stops.” Proverbs 26:20 “A gossip goes around spreading rumours, while a trustworthy man tries to quiet them” Proverbs 11:13 I’m being cryptic again. If you’re smart enough you’d understand what I mean. Hi! I’m on to you, oh wait you probably can't read this blog :D 0 comments Archives nothing |
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