about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Provisions
[ 6:09 pm ] I have no thoughts for today :D Okay, maybe some. While I was waiting for the results for the Nokia N97 Widget competition results to be announced, it was moved to Wednesday. They seem to be moving the dates a lot. Well, someone was a little more positive and said that gives us more time to pray about it. I like that thought. My old wallet has been thinning my jeans pocket, now there are 2 holes caused by the corners. Sigh. How do you patch a jeans pocket? Sure look darn ugly. I don't feel like spending money on a pair of jeans, well, not now. I had the brilliant idea of swapping the left pocket to the right. Smart, eh? Haven't done it yet. My mom said that was a really lousy idea hahaha. Aiyah ... dunno what to do with the pocket! Patching it makes it look dumb. I have a spare wallet lying around ... so I'm using that now. I finally got rid of the wallet my ex gave me 10 years ago. Gosh, I've been using it for 10 years. Sentimental, huh. It's still a good wallet though ... back into the shoebox you go. I know my mom has been going through my shoebox, I have quite a kepoh mom. But I don't really care now, she can do what she want, end of the day, the guilt is on her >:) This kinda reminds me of the time when she secretly read my diary when I was 12 ... and then she told my aunties about it and I was teased till kingdom come for it. That was also when my dad gave me an advice, "Learn to hide things that are private and important to you". And now she wonders why I keep certain parts of my live private from her :D Actually, if you think about it, when adults tease and make fun of a kid, it does stunt their personal growth and self-confidence. I have to consciously remind myself of that. There are some things that I have confidence about, while there are others that I'm quite unsure of. I find it ironic that sometimes the one that we see full of confidence often struggle with low self-esteem. I'm starting not to trust my eyes that much now, but to feel things through. I'm a little worried about how things will be like at the of next month. I know ... I can quote you all the bible verses about 'worries', but sometimes you can't help being human. I don't know what to expect. While I try to remain positive about all this, sometimes it's really difficult when your financial security is gone, lol. Perhaps this is a practical lesson in faith that I have to experience myself. At least I know God won't give me a test that I can't pass, right? :P Please la, you don't see God's people begging for bread. He provides. 0 comments Archives nothing |
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