I'm still feeling a little feverish and ... flu-ish, if there's such a word. I should be fine by tomorrow, I hope. I've got a few things in my head that's really weighing me down. Not bad things suffice to say, just things that I want to make the best of. It's the prideful perfectionist in me that's causing the trouble. I need to come up with something new soon. It's ok if you don't know what I'm talking about, few months down the road, I won't either :)

Christmas is in a few days time. I haven't invited any of my friends yet, I should do so soon. I'm actually itching to visit other churches for their events, since this year I'm not involved with the play. Which church to check out?

I nearly ram into 2 teens on a bike while on my way to work this morning. They were speeding out of a lorong near my housing area. Never have I slammed the brakes on my Swift so hard before. The car actually went left and right ... maybe because I was trying to avoid hitting them. Kids these days don't value their lives, huh? They have the cheek to laugh about it! Did I mention they weren't wearing helmets as well? If I did ram into them, they'll be lying in a monsoon drain. I really felt like getting out of the car to smack them. If their parents never taught them, I would do them the courtesy. On the plus side, I didn't swear.

Still, I'm not happy about it, but things could had been worse ... but it's not, so praise God.

Anyways, a few days more and it's gonna be the end of 2008. While I should be in a celebrative mood, I can't find myself feeling that way. Like I've mentioned earlier, I have too many worries in my head. Sometimes God's words are so hard to swallow. What's even more difficult is to surrender and come to a place of hopelessness. Now, that's really tough for me. I think I'm a fighter. Maybe He's trying to break that, I don't know. While I can only hope, He knows what I'm hoping for ... sometimes when I'm not even clear about it :P
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