about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Bleh
[ 6:00 pm ] Thought I'd wake up with some inspirations this morning, instead I woke up from another weird dream. A rat was living in my fridge ... my fridge had hamster tubes ... Heh ... don't ask for details. It's weird. I'm starting to feel sick ... flu ... sore throat ... the usual package. I hope I don't get too sick for this weekend. Gonna be a loooooong weekend again. David called yesterday night asking if I could make a potato and apple salad for this pre-wedding party on the 17th. I went, 'huh?' When did I ever made that kind of salad before? I don't remember making any salads. He insisted that I did and he came over my place and loved the salad. How odd, I don't remember any of this. Suffice to say, the recipe is gone ... I don't remember any of it. I wonder what he's up to on the 17th. Kinda elaborate for a pre-wedding party :P Everyone is getting engaged and married. Busy. Eric didn't manage to get my suit from M&S London ... they were out of size. Sigh, guess I'll have to get it tailored soon. I was thinking, it must be tough doing seating arrangements for a wedding. You'd better know your friends well enough to know who get's along with who. I've been to weddings where I really hated my table. Can't talk to anyone ... no connection what so ever. While I'm happy that they are married, I wished I could just walk off and end the misery. Every worse possible combination I could think of, happened lol. Sounds like a cruel joke to me. Anyways, let bygones be bygones. Sarah is bugging me to do the ActsKids website. Honestly, I don't want to and I've told her already, but she's been rather persistent. I'm gonna end up being an evil person again and I hate that. I don't want to live up to anyone's expectations. I don't like being pressured to do things that I don't want to, just to make someone happy. That is such a stressful way to live, always caving in to pressure, don't you think so? Maybe I have an attitude problem, or maybe I'm just protecting myself from being hurt. Once bitten twice shy, you know what I mean? I can't possibly do something I have no interest in. In the end, what you'll have is something that lacks passion. I don't do that kind of work. I need to have the passion and drive for it, otherwise I'm not gonna do it. To conclude, I have no passion to work on this site :) Call it an excuse or whatever, I've already made my decision months ago. Bleh. Ok la, I feel a little bad ... still, I don't want to do it. 0 comments Archives nothing |
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