about me A loner, although do enjoy the occasional companionship, if you can handle it. Enjoys long term friendships, sensitive, ponders a lot about life and people. Monday, October 06, 2008
Life
[ 11:59 am ] It's October, pretty soon it's gonna be the end of the year. Yay? There's so many more things that I want to see and expect before the year ends. I really hope things will turn up all right ... well, just because I have had enough of things not turning the way I wanted. Hmmph. As much as I think sometimes life is unfair, I ponder about it for a while when I look at mine. True, I have so much to be thankful for, but yet I yearn for things that are more than what it is now. What's worse than satisfying the people around you, is to satisfy yourself. I can never be satisfied with what I have now. I want more. Selfish? Maybe. More of what? More of life. More of everything that should had gone right. More of the ideals in life that should had been. Pbbbth. The last paragraph was mostly bullshit. What? Cannot emo now is it? Drama queen :D Life is GOOD LAH! Each time someone asks me, how's life? I really don't know how to answer them. I could say, "Like that lor ..." Like yeah, what does that mean? I don't know ... perhaps an ambiguous attempt at camouflaging my rather monotonous existence on this planet? Or I could be honest and just say, "Life's good, but it could be better". Yes, it could be better. I'm not THAT satisfied with the stage I'm at now. I mean, I am happy ... but it could be BETTER. You know what I mean? I see most people around me moving on to new stages of their lives, i.e getting married, building a family, job progression, etc. When is the next stage of my life? What's round the corner? What's up at the hill? I want to know. Am I being critical to myself? Perhaps maybe I'm just not ready for any of this. 0 comments Archives nothing |
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